oohhhh.. NEED TO SAVE MONEY!!

this few days kinda busy so didnt manage to update my blog..

first to sare is,

LAST FRIDAY (27/11/09) for those who ever view my facebook will had seen my new photos taken at SUNWAY LAGOON right? =D hey hey hey that was really a FUN ENJOY HAPPY day!!! =)))

i spent only rm50++ over for that day for TICKET, LUNCH, ICE CREAM, DRINKS!!!! really cheap isnt it? xD we chosen 2 parks that is the amusement park and the water park, the usual rate is rm60 but we got the ticket in less than rm40 because 1 of my colleague's pet brother is working at sunway thats why we can get 40% staff price discount with his staff card! lucky us! ^^
I just found lagoon got vegetarian burger! lol. thank god i got 1 more choice now not like only french fries can eat heheehe...
after lunch we had ice cream somemore huhuhu.. feel free to check out more photos from those photos tagged by my colleagues =)

oh yea, how can i forgot to share about the incident happened! my colleague brought a plastic and kept some of our money inside and kept inside her pocket (because only her pants got pocket)so that when we need to use the money to buy things we dont have to open the locker since that will be very troublesome.
then while we were playing water at the beach (not swimming because i dont know how to swim hahaha),all of sudden my colleagua told us the money LOST! OMG! all of us were so worried and afraid since inside the plastic got about rm150++ !!! then we were keep searching if the plastic floating somewhere. then one indian guard came and ask us whether are we finding a packet of money. we were so surprise and excited as he said he saw a guy took it! then he lead us to a green shirt chinese guy that was somewhere not far from us. we quickly ask back the money from him! at first he and his mom trying to ACT and said he didnt see any plastic and they dont know anything! until the guard warn him that there is a cctv on top if he still dont want to return the money he will ask to check on the cctv record! and then finall the THIEF is afraid then he give us back the money!!!! felt really ashame for him!!!

though now adays VERY DIFFUCLT to find a good people but lucky us to found one in lagoon! that is the guard!!! thanks alot to him!!!

after lagoon i didnt follow my colleagues to go steamboat since eaRlier i'd plan to meet up chin meng they all. THAT WAS THE FIRST TIME we gathered WITHOUT LEE MEI! cant imagine i able to make it up HAHAHAAHAHAHAHA! BUT dont worry lee mei we never forget to mention about you in our conversation too hahahaha!!! had a nice dinner at sunway kim gary with CHIN MENG KHAI WEN CHOON MEI PUI SZE! feel free to check out from my pictures too xD

YESTERDAY was another staff sales again! i was assigned to do the set up again! argh tought of saving money to do my curly hair before CNY and REDANG TRIP AT March! but spent again yesterday! =.=''' able to save rm700 in 3 months?

HOPEFULLY!!!

GIVE ME SOME WORK TO DO PLZ!

REALLY GOT NOTHING TO DO IN OFFICE NOW!!~

receptionist dont want to open the daily sales packet for me.. then i got no work to do lor? ask me dun BLOW her =.='''' somemore ask me to go online first. my gosh. come office sit and online only. sounds relax! but actually? NOT AT ALL! bored to the max ok~!!!

tell me how to spend the time? gosh i feel the time passes even slower~ WTH!...

TOMORROW going SUNWAY LAGOON already~ yeay! but now i feel the time juz moving slowly slowly tortoise! ish!

you see i update blog that means im really free thats why i have time to do blogging!!!!!

ARGH~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! expect me to ask my boss to assign me new job?

should i starts the conversation like this :

C " boss? am too free... work had done and i found nothing to do now. would you like to assign me some other work so that i wont be so boring sitting there online? "

B : " ........ "

NO RITE? how can i be SO HONEST! damn! not that i dont want to learn new things, its just that everybody is busy doing accounts closing since end of month is coming again. i dont think i can ask them to teach me new things and i think they dont even free to bother me la? =.=zzzz

tomorrow after lagoon gona meet chin meng choon mei pui sze khai wen! oo i miss them seriously. ( can see ur name or not chin meng? i miss you leh? ) HAHAHAAH. hopefully can make it la tomorrow. scare if anything happen then will be TOO BAD!!!!

oh yea how can i forgot to share a little bit about my birthday celebration? morning went to office then colleagus like so GENG SEI others dont know that day was my birthday, see everyone then will say " neh hari ini charmaine's birthday ah! " (people call me charmaine inside office xD well im used to it already. so is it tme for you guys to change also? ) hehehehe... then the malay office boy (should say uncle i think?) went and bought a birthday cake for me LOL.

its almost year end thats why the office quite alot people on leave to clear the annual leave. therefore, almost 90% people (except some people la) celebrating for me inside the small meeting room. ( cuz the office boy help everyone to order KFC). when they starts singing birthday song.. oh no so PAISEH xD am i blushing that time? i not sure ler hahaha.. thank god at least my colleague get to the birthday cake's picture, something to keep memory =)

and thanks again for all my dear buddies willing to send me kind wishes <3>

recently heard a guy friend says he very unhappy because they girl he chasing still cannot forget her ex since her ex was her first love and it last 4 years! thats why she cant accept my friend. he said he is tied with her already he cant give up so easily. so im thinking, what do he mean by TIED? he said he is tied for the girl because he thinks a good girl like her is impossible to meet again. something very different between me and him is that even though i always get hurt by the guys, i always believe i can find an even better one. unlike him, he thinks its hard to find a better one already! that is why he said he is TIED! why dont he try to think other way like i had mentioned just now? he just continue stucking at here cannot move forward. sad to see continue staying like this!

well... finally lunch time is here.. to be continue my dear...

LONG LONG LONG TIME NO UPDATE...

Hi Blogger!!!

i think around 1 year i didnt update my blog already.. waited so long? =D not that i dont want to share, it just that i dont know from where to start and i just dont know how to express it out la~
And i already forgot my password la~just changed it then finally can log in! FINALLY~!

Suddenly feel like writting because IM TOO BORING inside office! stupid IT department fellows go block all the web messenger~!!! ish!!!

Well.. What to write?

oK~! As you guys know, i had already graduated from my LCCI Diploma In Higher Accounting since earlier June'09! my results :

Level 3 Higher Accouting : Credit (well, u might think okok oni wat? but i expect
even lower!)
Business Statistics : Credit ( i aim higher to distinction actually, sigh)
Advanced Business Calculations : Distinction ( Expected)

and the On Demand paper for Accounting : Pass (unexpected)


Tatang~!!!

And then, the next week after i graduated, i straight started my first job in DNP Clothing Sdn Bhd. My post, as an Account Assistant, is actually doing some simple work ( well, after working almost half year, i can say its no longer a tough work for me) like checking daily sales. ( i even have time to help my colleagues to do filing). this is because after my work had done i got nothing to do already so just help la my colleagues la since i see she always busy busy one? LOL. i dont know when my boss will assign me new work, something deeper harder tougher, well? wait and see la.

the colleagues here actually quite nice la. sometimes the environment can be quite quiet when somebody not here but when those SPEAKERS are here the office definitely gona be very noisy! haha i think i prefer that cuz i dont think i can sit and stay awake under an environment without any sound ok! Thats why i think to have them inside the office also. they contribute alot of fun stories xD

now i got to go out lunch more with colleagues since we are getting closer. im the youngest before the new receptionist came in lol. she only 18 leh~? they brought me so much of fun during working hours, so im still satisfied with this company la.

Oh yea, finally he phone lend by my brother -in-law is DEAD! so i got to get the first phone C510 in my life with my OWN MONEY? i felt im USEFUL and NO LONGER a small girl only know how to open the hand and ask for money! im the one starting to contribute to my family too~! i give money to my mom every month!! ok i know most of it goes to insurance but still? im satisfied~!!!!

Sometimes sitting in the office can be really making me sleepy and FISHING~! what to do? life is like this. so i learned to bring some snacks to office, at least got something to do, let my mouth to do some exercise, will help A LITTLE BIT i think?

THIS FRIDAY im going SUNWAY LAGOON with my colleagues! oh its been a long long time i had not step into lagoon since 2007 after we had done SPM. Cant wait to go man~!! EXCITING~!

LAST FRIDAY went 1u for BOWLING!!! n i got 2 times STRIKE! can believe or not? no right? yea i myself also cannot believe hahahaha ( yea la, i know you guys will say: LUCKY ONLY la) ok i admit, why not? i really dont have any skill what? who cares how i play it? as long as im happy you happy, dont care la?! Addicted to bowling now wuahahahahah =D anyone wanna join me next round?

p/s : my dear lee mei, i already tried my best to vomit all the words already, so, dont say im writting something rubbish which i had already updated earlier ok? lets pray hard hard 2010 come faster then i can see you soon~

BYE!!

im USELESS...

i deleted his account from my Friendster friend list.. deleted his name from my MSN friend list...
i told myself i shoulf never let his face appears from my brain again.. i thought i can do it..
but why when i deleted his account already only i realised i remember his email so WELL!!!
i cant stop myself to viewing his profile again and again.. and when i know his account only open for his friends to see.. i admit that i got a LITTLE bit regret why i want to delete his account? if not at least i still can view his profile.. but tis maybe is a better way for me not to see his pictures too much..
SOMEBODY said i TAI SEI=.=... y so smart go delete his account from my friendlist.. YEA LA yea la.. i am la...
everytime when i see his profile display picture i feel one kind.. i didnt know whether im still loving him or not ...
sometimes i'll start thinking.. will he have the same feeling as wat i did.. theres a short while im so DOWN because of him.. im thinking will he suffer the same thing also..
but reality tells me that he WONT... he can still live very good without anyone..
i remember got once i cant control myself so i sms him at the midnight.. (everytime before i fall asleep i'll sure think back all the past)... the feelings is bad.. i'll feel lonely.. i used to wait for his phone call at the midnight.. but all are PAST now.. i asked him : HEY.. HOW ARE YOU? hope ya always fine... i think i wrote something like tis la.. and when the next morning when i get up, i wished my phone will have one unread msg which was replied by him.. i WISHED.. but that disappointed me..
anyway.. i know theres no any chances between me and him.. maybe im too desperate to have someone love me care for me? i know WE are living in two totally different world.. i dare not to think so much about me and him..
dont worry, i'll be ok... AHAHAHA SEE AH, WHEN THE NEXT ONE CAME, HE WILL TOTALLY MEAN NOTHING FOR ME!!!

juz a short post.. suddenly feel like writting it out... to release it.....

damn long din write here..

i really dont know i should continue wit this blog or not? since i've got nothing to write also?
but aiks what to do? need to write for lee mei ma haha..
well... 2008 is a bad year for me.. REALLY!
i had my first relationship this year.. and also.. i got my second and third relationship too..
3 relationship! you guys might thinking im a play girl.. is it?
i got my first relationship at the end of March.. tat means from March til now September.. had only past bout half and a year.. n i had already involved into 3 relationship!
dont ask me y i can change so fast... i dont want to... but they force me to ...
i guess im really not good enough for the guys to appreaciate me or i should say im so the bad luck all the guys i met are cheater? they can have so much of excuses can also tell me so much of lies!
but what im talking are just pointing my second and third ex. all my friends said that im too easy got cheated by the guys. why they can broke with me mostly is because the guys can so easily get me so they wont appreaciate me. im not that precious for them..
i dont know since when im so desperate to find someone who can give me more love and more care. i guess after i got my first boyfriend. is it? he brought me lot of hapiness.. he fill up all my free time.. so i guess im too used to it.. v broke up because of some stupid reasons.. actually im quite regret but never mind? is over.. im so glad that i still can be his friend.. thanks him alot..
but this didnt happen on my second and third boyfriend.
i last about 4months with my first boyfriend. for u guys thinking like mayb this is so short but for me this 4months had already happens many things.. but what bout my second and third boyfriend? both also never last more than one month! not even one month! when you see this i guess u will think im not serious in relationship at all? right?
but im not! im serious all the time! but i think is because of this i make the guys afraid of me... so i know part of is came from my problem.
sometimes i really dont understand when the guy dont love you anymore pay no feelings on you already and why they still want to tell so much lies to cover it? they can just break with me what? i really rather they can tell me the truth! but well.. my friends all oso ask me dont ever get into relationship again too fast..
im controlling myself.. i didnt know when will the next guy come into my life again but i really hope not so soon. i wish i am strong enough to reject people. why i always let myself suffer all this pain? all i take it myself!
but if u ask me whether i ever hate them or not? i can tell you... definately NOT!.. people always says that the opposite of love is hate.. i dotn agree with this. if you truely loved a person before.. no matter what he did to you i dont think that can make you hate him also.
and after all this relationship i realised something that is.. you will to give more.. doesnt mean yo can get back the same amount or even more than what you give. NEVER! but that maybe is to depends on who u met. im the unlucky one , maybe?
i guess i'd gave out too much.. i should wake up! give me a big n hard slap guys!
i should wake up! i can still live even better without guys! why not?!
WAKE UP STUPID GIRL! times up~ you shouldnt waste your time with all this useless thing again! my next target... next year May's LCCI Diploma exam! you have left only about half year! time to study! be aware!..
I CAN DO IT! RIGHT?....

haihhhhhhhh....

haihhh..... recently always think alot alot make me sigh alot.. hmm tat day when i found the first white hair in my life, i was like OH MY GOD! how can i got white hair now? im oni 18! wat a sad thing for me... wa ah ah ah ah ah.. u might think one white hair oni wat wat so big deal.. but tis really gave me a warning tat i shouldnt let my brain think so much already.. should give the brain a rest d..
haih i really got many things wan to write out but i duno how to tell la.. forget it

something really bad happened on 12 June..

finally my bro's comp is back from the hospital! well.. hopefully now i can hav more time to on9 la haiz.. so long din sign in msn.. cant really rmb those chat frens but who cares la not like im goin to c them..
something really bad happened on 12 june.. well.. finally i gain a new experience in my life.. sometimes i really feel regret sometimes i feel like i shouldnt give up so easily.. but wat can i do? i cant change the fact? i oni can choose to accept it.. i muz admit tat something changed already.. things can never undo!
i need to wake up already.. live a better life! i knew actually in my heart i still putting hope but wat to do..
COME ON CHAI HUEY! ADD OIL ADD OIL! sun will still rise in the morning! everything will be fine!